weighted down

It's been a very very stressful moment these couple of days. i've felt that i've been beaten down, emotionally tortured. somewhat questioning why am i doing here.

it's not everyday that one of your worst nightmares comes true. i'm already there. i had the chance to get out, to walk away... but i choose to confront it. i'm already at that point so might as well get over with it. i know it won't be easy. it will be stressful. both physically and emotionally.

i just hope that this will make me stronger. they say that the moment of glory comes in the darkest hours. getting up will be difficult 'coz there's awfully alot of weight on my shoulders and i'll be needing all the help and prayers that i could get.

i will get through.