duality

i'd always felt that things wouldn't turn out the way i envisioned to be. the world is hardly optimal and perfect and yet most of the time our expectations fail us.

that's why most of us doesn't expect that much.

but sometimes what happens next is highly unexpected.

fade in-fade out

be forgotten and be remembered

to lose then gain and to gain then lose

choice and circumstance

though these dualities exist simultaneously, they could not co-exist. even though they're quite similar in every way, both take their own path. both tangental. both made an impact to my life at some point.

i am happy... and i am disappinted...

but it's ok. that's how life should go.