alone

what pains me the most is that i cannot find someone who i can relate to

no one to share my greatest triumphs

no one to listen to my deepest sorrows

i'm tired to carry the burdens on my own, tired of putting up a face and a smile that i can go on, where in fact underneath in this pretentious facade, i am weak.

uninspired.

and no one is talking me out of this crappy state.

i am confused. not knowing whom i could lean on to. not knowing who are my friends and who are just being polite. i do not know who i am, where my heart is, and when will things would go away...

or maybe it is i who need to go away. the world is perfect as it is.

just fade away... no one would notice.

the world ends with me.